The Full Moon in Cancer: Clair De Lune

The Full Moon in Cancer illuminates the emotional landscape, calling attention to our roots, home, nurturing instincts, and the nurturing parent, most often mom. Cancer, ruled by the Moon, reflects our relationship with the past the emotional patterns we've developed and the need for a deeper understanding of where we seek emotional security. How we react to emotional vulnerability.

Why so vulnerable? Mars is conjunct with this moon, and it’s going retrograde in Cancer. Mars in Cancer is typically challenged as it’s in exile in that sign. 

This tension can bring up past issues that need to be addressed. All of this is pointing an emotional spotlight on a potentially sensitive spot, and one way to deal with it is to process it through your creative expression, whatever that may be. 

One excellent example of someone who did just that was Claude Debussy who once said, “Music is the silence between the notes”. "Clair de Lune" is probably his most famous composition.

I went on YT and found this performance by Artist Pascal Rogé, a master of French piano repertoire, who performed Debussy‘s “Clair de Lune” at New York City’s Steinway Hall. 

Debussy‘s suite was inspired by the poetry of Paul Verlaine which we are going to explore, but before we do, I have to share a few stories that touched my heart from the comments of this video. 

@stephenkeye267

My entire life, my dad played blues and jazz. One day we took my brother to the airport.  There was a grand piano in the middle of the airport.  Dad had gotten old 86. I heard this beautiful music I turned around a crowd surrounded the piano.  Daddy was playing this. My mouth dropped open. We never had heard him play classical ever. I was so impressed. Thanks for the memory

@ryanstrohbeck7515

My mother played this at the piano in my house when very young. Not this well but it didn’t matter. It annoyed me as a child when she played bc I couldn’t hear the TV or Nintendo or other useless thing I was doing. Now it is the fondest memory I have of her. The song always makes me pause when I hear it and reflect. Tears at times. I hope everyone can have something in their life that not only is so soothing like this is to me but brings their parents to life like this does for me.

@dianacaa

10 months ago (edited)

I haven’t heard this piece in years—eight, to be exact. When I was little, my mom played it every single day. It never got old. I’d fall asleep on the couch, listening to her, and wake up in bed, tucked in so carefully, like she was still there with me. The music wasn’t just a song; it was her way of telling me a story, of saying, “I’m here.” Even when she started teaching me to play the piano at four, I could never make it sound the way she did. Hers was warm and alive, while mine was just... practice.

Then everything changed when I turned nine. My parents’ fights turned into silence, and out of nowhere, she filed for divorce. The last day she spent in our house is burned into my mind. She played that piece over and over, all day long, from morning until the sky turned dark. When I woke up the next day, she was packing. I remember standing there, confused, asking where she was going. She said, “I’m going away for a while, be a good girl and don’t get in trouble, alright?”

I didn’t get it. I watched her put her things in the car and drive away, convinced she’d come back. But she never did. That night, when my dad came home, I asked him where she was, and he just shrugged and told me to get ready for bed. But how could I? I needed her. I needed that lullaby. It didn’t hit me until later that she was really gone. I cried for hours.

I kept playing the piano, trying to hold on to that piece of her. Last week, I logged into my old Facebook account—the one my parents used when I was little to post my photos, it never occurred to me that my mom is still friends with me on Facebook (I never logged in to this account)—and the first thing I saw was her, at a piano recital. She had remarried two years after the divorce, and now she had two kids—a 7-year-old girl and a 4-year-old boy—and was expecting another.

When I saw that post, something inside me broke. I was mad. I couldn’t stop crying. I scrolled through more posts, saw videos of her with her kids, and then, there it was: a video of her playing the piece she used to play for me. Except now, she was playing it for her daughter.

And then today, the YouTube algorithm decided to throw me a curveball and played a video of that piece. As I'm typing this right now, I'm listening to this piece, with all these memories crashing over me. I’m 17 now, studying at a music institute in Austria, but somehow, I’m still that kid waiting on the couch, hoping to hear my mom’s lullaby one more time.

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"Clair de Lune" (which means "moonlight" in French) came out of a tough time for Debussy in the late 1800s. His marriage had ended badly - his wife, Lilly,  was a beautiful fashion model but didn’t share his interests in music or intellectual things, which led to dissatisfaction for both of them. Debussy eventually fell in love with another woman, and when Lilly found out about it, she attempted to take her own life. She survived. This caused a huge scandal for Debussy, leaving him feeling lost and despondent. In this emotional chaos, he turned to music to express his feelings.

The composition was inspired by Paul Verlaine's poem "Clair de Lune", which evokes longing and melancholy. The poem describes a moonlit scene, bringing both beauty and regret:

Clair de Lune

By Paul Verlaine

Your soul is like a landscape fantasy,

Where masks and Bergamasks, in charming wise,

Strum lutes and dance, just a bit sad to be

Hidden beneath their fanciful disguise.

Singing in minor mode of life’s largesse

And all-victorious love, they yet seem quite

Reluctant to believe their happiness,

And their song mingles with the pale moonlight,

The calm, pale moonlight, whose sad beauty, beaming,

Sets the birds softly dreaming in the trees,

And makes the marbled fountains, gushing, streaming—

Slender jet-fountains—sob their ecstasies.

The soul is like a magical place where feelings run wild, like in a dream. dancers wearing masks doing the Bergamask dance (The Bergamask, or Bergamasca, is a traditional dance that originated in the Bergamo region of Italy) is a metaphor for how we all have public faces and private hearts, celebrating love and life while also hiding parts of who we are. Reluctant to believe happiness because it is often fleeting, due to the human condition…

The music and dance he describes are in minor keys, which give off a subliminal feeling of how life can be sweet yet tinged with sadness. The composition "Clair de Lune" is technically in D♭ major, but it has this dreamy, sad vibe that feels a lot like a minor key. It's not all minor, but the way it uses notes and changes can make you feel like it's touching on those sad, reflective tones that you'd expect from a minor key.

This poem expresses how moonlight changes the mood, making everything feel reflective and a little more magical. Even nature gets in on it, with birds dreaming and fountains expressing joy and sorrow- all are connected in this night-time world. Some of the best moments in life are those with a bit of melancholy built into the beauty.

The music of "Clair de Lune" echoes this, mixing beauty with longing, showing how complex it is to look back on the past while dealing with the here and now. 

Music critic and writer of the late 19th century, Lawrence Gilman said 

"Clair de Lune is Debussy’s most perfect piece of impressionism; it is the quintessence of the art of suggestion, of the revelation of what lies behind the veil of sound."

Linking the Astrology

The full moon in cancer is a revelation of what lies behind the veil as well - illumination, revelation - and this may be a time to dive into your emotional history, confronting a sense of loss by exploring melancholy beauty in one way or another. Mars retrograde in Cancer helps us rethink how we've handled emotional pain in the past, revisiting that experience, and hopefully seeing a path forward.

A Uranus-Sun trine is embedded in this full moon, with the moon in an exact sextile to Uranus which offers brilliant creative freedom that can be harnessed into something that makes it into the material world. This could come unexpectedly or in an unfamiliar form, but it can be used for you to express yourself more genuinely, more authentically.

There is also a Neptune-Mars-moon trine that deepens emotional exploration because it opens up supportive energy and fresh ways to deal with sensitive or painful feelings. You may be feeling deep compassion for others, for your younger self, forgiveness for hurts of the past, or perhaps you aim this at a heartfelt drive toward a forward-facing dream. 

Reflection and Healing: A Time to Let Go

Moonlight shows us the beauty in our complexities. The past, with all its ups and downs, isn't just about the tough times; contemplating our deepest wounds and feelings can be a foundation to build growth upon. It can be a place of universal connection to others, sharing your story, your creative expression, and your unique human voice.